Yep, I said it… “Organized!” Most of you that know me know I’m pretty organized. Well, I used to be pretty organized! I’m still probably more organized than I think I am, but I feel so unorganized right now.
It’s funny how life just all the sudden takes control of you and you don’t even realize it. I feel like that’s what has happened to me over the last few years. I don’t know how it happened, but it’s time for me to claim it back!
Okay, so all you “neat freaks” out there totally know what I’m talking about. However, those of you that don’t really understand the
concept of neatness, or could care less if everything is in its place, probably think I’m completely wacked! That’s okay… we are all different, and I can dig that!
What makes me feel good is being in a neat environment (my own space, if you will… what you do with your space is completely your prerogative), among other things, of course.
So the last several years have been a bit chaotic in our house (even though I’ve pretty much been the only one in it for the most part). I have had all intentions to keep neatness in my home, but sometimes haven’t been quite successful. Our home office is a huge example of that. And each year I say that I’m going to stay on top of everything – filing, dusting, receipts, etc. in the office. Sadly, I must say that I’ve failed each year to keep that personal hope of a tradition from happening.
For someone like me, (I know what you are thinking… “obsessive compulsive disorder” – she’s a freak show!), being in an unorganized place (in my home) makes it hard to concentrate on anything else. I can’t have the fun I’d like to have. I can’t not think about the fact that my living room is a complete disaster (over exaggerated, of course), if I’m trying to watch television… or worse… if someone visits me! And yes, I straighten the pillows on the sofa and loveseat before I go to bed! My husband will attest to that (he laughs at me about it).
In regards to my home office, it’s gotten so unorganized that when I do go in there to try to be productive with something (maybe wanting to put something on eBay, or write a letter, for example), I get so sidetracked and can’t stay focused because of the clutter and lack of organization (to my standards, that is).
It’s the end of 2009, and I am DETERMINED to have our home office completely organized by the end of January (2010!).
And actually, my goal is sooner than that… but I want to be realistic, and not overwhelm myself. I know that I have some important, time-sensitive projects that need to be done first.
If you are my friend on Facebook, you’ve been watching me update my status on the Phases of organization I’ve been doing these last few days in my home office. I’m breaking it down in phases so as to not overwhelm myself and completely shutdown (as I have so often in the past resulting in it not getting done, and actually getting worse). And again, those of you like me know what I’m talking about when I say getting overwhelmed and completely shutting down. It’s a terrible feeling… but it’s a real feeling.
At work I’m also trying to create systems to keep me organized and on top of things. There are so many intricate details that I must remember at work… and if I forget one of them, it can create a huge snowball affect… and I don’t want that to happen. I take my work seriously, and do not want to disappoint or mess up. Now don’t get me wrong… I’m not a freak about it… If I can keep up with things, it just makes the whole process awesome and gives me a great day to enjoy. It also prevents from having to backtrack and fix stuff. An old boss of mine said it like this: “Do it right the first time.” That has always stuck in my head. And it makes so much sense! Think about it… doing the job right the first time prevents wasted time having to fix what was done half-heartedly; and allows you to be so efficient… staying on top of everything (such as keeping an organized office, in turn allowing one to be more productive, and so forth… another snowball affect!).
Not only that, but it gives you a great sense of accomplishment. Win; win!!
Okay, now I need YOUR help! Yes, YOU! I’m asking that you hold me accountable… ask me how I’m coming along with my “Operation Organized Home Office” project. I don’t need you to actually get in here and help me… in fact, that’s the worst thing that can happen, believe it or not! Just a few words of encouragement actually keeps me going. That’s it! That sounds simple enough, right?
I thank you, in advance, for making me accountable to my project at hand. I have several others that I’m anxious and excited to get started on, but I know that I must do one project at a time, and break it down into phases to not overwhelm myself.
“May our Lord Jesus Christ himself and God our Father, who loved us and by his grace gave us eternal encouragement and good hope, encourage your hearts and strengthen you in every good deed and word.” 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
Your encouragement means a lot to me. No, it doesn’t pay the bills, fill a flat tire, or clean my pool… but it gives me the strength to do what I feel I can’t do, hold on when I feel I can’t, and press on when I need to the most.
I’m looking forward to being organized in 2010! Keeping up with my life on a regular basis, and enjoying every step of the way. I think at this time next year, I will have lots of great news to report!
Until next week, I pray that you find inner peace in an area you may be struggling with. And I hope that I can provide you with encouragement, as you have for me.
Happy & Healthy New Year I pray for you!
May God bless your eyes…









